oh poo.

i am so angry
i am so confused

when i came online.i swear i was fine.
i was happy.
omg i am so frigging crazy.

what is wrong with me!
i am so pissed off with everything!
my friggin nose is leaking
i feel like crap

i feel jealous?
of nothing?
WHAT IS THIS?!
omg i am so crazy.

i am agreeing to things i do not agree to.
now as a million people talk to me
i am saying "haha"
and sounding happy.

and in mariel and maryanne's convo's
i am practically ranting!
alter ego
just murder me.

i'm always listening listening listening
but no one listens!

they get angry!
why do people get angry!?
you get wrinkles!
being happy is easier!

how ironical
now that i'm practically going to murder something.
i am reacting strangely to everything people are telling me

just i simple statement whihc means nothing to them
makes me feel like smashing my stupid computer!

listen listen listen
listen listen listen

I AM SO ANGRY
I NEED TO BASH SOMETHING UP.
i need to drown something or someone in a nonexistent lake outside of my house

stupid brainless cows!
all jerks!
all stupid egotistical monkeys/chipmunks!
emotionless!
they think they are being caring
stupid sweet talkers

i'm so angry with the two mr players.
i need to hurl them off a building.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i will prolly be deleting this post anyway.
it doesn't make any sense.

AHHHHHH

i am not ok
i am not ok
i am ok
i am ok
i am ok.

sorry for scaring you.
sorry i made you pissed mary-el
its my fault i'm so very pissed and need to bash up stuff
sorry i bothered you when you were doing your work
i feel bad

i know you get how i feel maryanne.
i'm telling myself i'm not feeling like that.
you guessed right.
if i say it enough i'm sure i'll be a ok.
sorry.

i'm getting back 4 papers tomorrow.
the knowledge of this piece of news defitnitely helps how i feel presently
ohhh yeah.

i think i'll be ok by tmr,
sorry for scaring everyone.

toodles.